Capture of Life: 11月 2017

2017年11月27日星期一

to E

昨天再看躺在小床上的你，彷彿只是在睡著，
鼻子好像仍在呼吸，
圓圓的肚子好像還在起伏，
好像只要我拿起你最愛的零食講一句’係咪要食呀’你就會即時跳起來似的
回家了，本來十多磅的重量變成這樣輕的灰，重量都跑到心裡去了
想說的有很多, 也許你都未必聽得懂, 小尾巴搖一搖便已當是回應了吧?
一起躺下曬曬下午的太陽, 抓抓鬆軟的下巴, 呼嚕一下, 確是其中一種最幸福的下午
但今天是陰天，沒有陽光照進來，你的那邊有嗎？
多天過去了，但思念卻增加了不少，後勁凌厲啊，你好嗎？小E？

( 照片中的E喵只是真的在睡 )

I saw you lying on that little bed yesterday.
You looked like just sleeping.
Your nose seems still breathing.
Your belly seems still moving up and down.
I really want to hold your favourite snack and say 'do you want some?' again.
Because you will hop to me everytime when I do so.
Now we are home again.
But your heavy rounded body turned into light ash.
Your weight become the weight in my heart.
There are still many words I want to tell you.
May be you don't understand what I'm saying,
but can you swing your little tail again as answering?
I want to lay down with you in the sunshine again.
I want to scratch your jaw and listen you snore again.
Those afternoons were so beautiful.
But today is a cloudy day.
Is there any sunshine on your side?
Few days passed since you left me.
And I miss you so much.
How are you? E?

( She was just sleeping in this photo by the way )